twenty six

the weather sucks today. yesterday, it was close to 80 and beautiful. today, it's raining and about 40, with wind. problem is, the weather is tapdancing all over my mood.

i'm not interested in weather affecting my mood, especially since i know it's affecting my mood, and it's obvious to everyone i talk to that my mood is shit. i know that it's ridiculous for weather to affect my mood since i have no control over the weather. on the other side, i also know that weather affecting mood is a very real thing (and now, thinking about it, i'm hoping that it's not limited to the mentally ill....)

i have no idea where i'm going with this other than to just bitch and moan about something, anything, in the hope that it drains out and i can move on. hell, it's 3:30 on a friday afternoon-- i should be bouncing off my wall. instead, i'm agonizing over things i can't control that don't bother me on most days. i'm frustrated by irritants that i should chalk up to being irrelevant. i'm just pissy, and i have no idea what to do about it.

a year ago, i wouldn't care about being pissy. evolution has eliminated that jackasinine attitude. now if i can just get evolution to take care of the weather, i'd be golden. (yeah, i know the weather isn't actually my problem; just go with it.)